WARNING: I'M SAD
a short time ago our dog... our dog of ten and a half years was diagnosed with inoperable cancer. today was her last day.
between finding out about her cancer and last night, there was a lot of crying, petting, loving, crying, sleeping and crying. and at times there was also desperate, aimless e-shopping. mostly i found myself looking. looking and looking and looking. it felt like i wanted to fill any empty space with something, anything to look and think about, so that i wouldn't think about the sad things. of course they were still there though.
i probably have a question about bandaid shopping, but i can't formulate it right now. i will not post this weekend, but i will be back on monday with a new post, and i really hope you all are too.